oh my fucking god

actually it's not exactly mine, but im not going to kiam about that now

i know i should be sleeping now, fuck you think i dont want meh.
pcb... i was supposed to sleep at one after i finish revising my prewar, which is on monday, which is technically tomorrow, but guess what
FUCK! i lost 2 set of notes, indonesia and vietnam, and without these 2 i can go and fucking eat shit, cant answer the fucking question. i know i shouldnt blame anybody, but what the fuck who cares when im angry i dont think even if i do i dont really care i bet i will look back a regret posting this some other time but then as the old adage goes -- fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!

i know im damn disorganised and i should only blame myself for losing 2 sets of notes just before the A levels. hello but fuck it. okay i have effectively spent almost 40 fucking minutes raping my desk and all my notes and files and i'm just about done raping this keyboard, so i better go and sleep now.
SHIT!

cant believe i am screwing up at a time like this, always screwing up at crucial times! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what's next, shitting in my pants on my wedding day?

okay all negative thoughts fuck off today and tmr will be a good day, i hope my anger subsides and im able to sleep well

SHIT LA!
day was so good until 40 mins ago.



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no balls

good morning: although we seldom say it, i think it is an understatement
good night: how can it be one? i dont understand

it is really too bad that i dont have the courage of a spartan in 300,
or a lion
or any brave person
or even any guy who can pick up a cockroach

o well



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i hope casio GCs are as water resistant as casio watches



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DAMN IT!!

you are the reason why i hate weekends so much

so so so so,
much much much much



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brrrrrrr

starts with P, ends with C

a) reason for my misery
b) i understand what you mean
c) why?!
d) sian...
e) all of the above



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I REALLY NEED A GOOD CAM!!!!!

aiya. i know im spamming, but it is really damn amazing, tonight is the quietest night i have ever seen (or heard if you wanna be anal) in my past 18 years in geylang. when i look outside my window, the road downstairs is empty! even the carpark is, or rather the small portion of the carpark that i can see is empty. so weird! normally this time is the time when its the most happening, everyone driving around recklessly, desperate and looking forward to shag. or so i claim la.
i dont know man, either the police is doing a good job, or economic crisis finally starting to get ppl's heads down. haha.
either way, although i know it's weird, but i hope it doesnt stay like that for long! i think i like the mess and chaos happening across/on the road, makes this place very unique. at night look out very shiok also.
o well. we'll see tomorrow,
please don't limp up, geylang!



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haha! this is an extract from a song

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Not gonna get you a diamond ring
That sort of gift don't mean anything
Not gonna get you a fancy car
Girl ya gotta know you're my shining star
Not gonna get you a house in the hills
A girl like you needs somethin' real
Wanna get you somethin' from the heart
Somethin' special girl
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Dick in a Box
The Lonely Island (feat. Justin Timberlake)



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abcdefghijklmnop

just found out,
it's not that easy to type the alphabet quickly.

anyway,
i dont think anyone actually understands how much i hate the number 2. i mean. 22 is my favourite number, and 2 is my favourite 1 digit number.
but! i really really really really hate being #2.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. something happened recently that reminded me of this shitty position.

#2. argh...

saw the number 581 den suddenly remember all these stuff, sudden surge of emo-ness.
its a number that reminds me that im only human
at best a #2!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhh

!@)(*@#&#!_*&!(*



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xmen

you like to make mountains out of molehills,
so when there is no want for a mountain
you are not given a molehill.
but!-
how come you can make them out of nothing?!?!

gosh! arghhh!!!!



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):

oh my gosh
the evil govt is giving me a bday present in advance,
taking away so many people during early feb, HOW COULD YOU!!!
arghhhhh!!!!! ):::



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still stuck

i always think i can do a lot of stuff, but in the end cannot complete them, cos i cant get started.
i hope what i planned today will not end up like that also.
so much more important



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