what the fuck

i really am not fated with mp3s

the previous one i had i took care of it like hell and one day it just died and restarted itself for no damn reason, all my songs gone, and i fking emoed

den i already tell myself that Creative is a lame brand, but in the end i still bought my second one from Creative, had no choice because the it was cheap shit and the queue at the IT fair was damn short compared to the ipod one. so yea. i basically bought it cos it sucked more.

this mp3 sucks like hell, supposed to be able to play video, but i guess Creative has a different idea of what a video is, because it takes a hell lot of effort and converting to load in something and make it work. what a fucktard mp3.

and now i am damn sad, because i didnt take care of this one that much, but it was still working fine, other than hanging and blacking out on a regular basis, a special function that i think other mp3s do not have, and it came free with this Creative one. AND i have to say this, this blackout thing was not caused by my mishandling of the mp3, the first time i used the mp3 it already happened. in fact it was one of the reasons why i decided not to take so much care of the mp3, cause i think it couldnt get any worse, and true enough it didnt, but then it suddenly disappeared.

oh man... now this is sadness.
the last time i tried, my earphones were spoiled, and i think it is purely a coincidence that the earphones were Creative as well. anyway, yea so i changed to another pair which also didnt work and so i put them (mp3 and new non-working earphones) into my bag after saying fuck.
and now the non-working earphones are in a cupboard at home, but my mp3 is gone....
i thought it was in my bag!
did i drop it
did i leave it with anyone
i dont know

not that i will miss that piece of shit, but i really really like my 800+ songs inside it...

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T-T



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zhun ah!
hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!



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sibu was super fun!!!!!!!
hahahahaha
its totally the life la, just being aimless and lazing around and talking and doing rubbish for 5 days.
but i dont think i can survive there long term, there is a real lack of things to do there. i must go back when it is not the monsoon period or whatever its called, so that can finally snorkel and see the nice sea, which in the first place is the only thing we went there to do, but did not.
you can see where the aimlessness comes in now...

o well, but was actually looking forward to return to sg, where the water is not rusty and my bed actually smells good, whereas the one in sibu smelled like shit, quite literally. and my bolster!!! wahahaha... 5 days is too long...
i realise our govt is not being totally retarded and desperate when they constantly boast about our tap water being potable.
okay maybe a bit, but after bathing in rusty iron smelling water for 5 days i appreciate it a little more. now i know what robert downey jr feels like. hes really my hero! one of them la.

AND MY NOSE!
hahahahaha
kind of upsized it there.
in a totally bloody not funny way

phew.
home sweet home!
why the hell is my laptop scrolling thing not working



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FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

i am given two options:

1)be a fucker

2)be a fucker

i dont wanna be selfish or ungrateful or anything,
but i really really hate getting low-blowed all the time



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dear time can you stop crawling i have an action packed day tmr,
starting with being a potential road hazard
hmmm..
LOOKING FORWARD TO LESSONS! and more!



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very touching

result of a talking rubbish :
what if we found out that the person ganged at the party was a lusty tranny?
will our views change?
hahahaha. mine certainly would! when IM touch girls, they deserved to be damned to hell, esp if they dont stick to their own share. but when its IM vs trannies, i dont know man, i think i hate trannies more.
what the hell,
taking advantage of the darkness and confusion,
tricking poor stupid IM,
damn tranny!!!!



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"the only thing that's constant is change"
i sound so smart, but we all know that thats not true, the only thing that remains constant is actually whatever you dont want to remain constant, which is very irritating, because i really thought that some things will change, when they actually cant, and now im disappointed and frustrated that i have to go through this cycle again when im not even supposed to be in it,
argh,
i really look forward to lessons
esp when in times like this one

but oh well, i guess im (still) growing up, shall suck things up and tank a bit
grrr



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you there, stop running!!!

if only they could turn my mucus into potable water, we wouldnt have to rely on Malaysia

arghh
DAMN YOU, NOSE!!



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super heng and at the same time super suay week.

but once again my blog will fail to help me say anything

but o well, there's always saving as draft.


HAHAHAHA!!
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mati

THE REV!!!! ): why!!!! take the Jonas Brothers instead, take all 3 i dont care

WHY!!!



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Kotov syndrome

no!



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